29/01/2022

To whom i write lol



I do fantasise of meeting that certain someone who know all that fantasise and desire some one that has similar interests and certainly want to experiment with mine.. and of course has interests of his own i may not of tried..


A blind date can be anytime i guess but can only be a blind date on the first meet truely! It can be scary and exciting at the same time.. 

Arriving at HIS location I would have my blindfold ready as i arrive at his door. Can go two ways im already cuffed by my self and everything follows or he opens the with me already blinded…


Also there is blind date where ive already  put myself in a no way out bondage situation where im blinded already and he finds me. Scary situation when never seen the person before and only chatted online.


The person im seeing would already know what i fantasise and about and what i am into:


The FACE SLAPs would be medium to hard more towards the hard 😂 got have the feeling if control like a prisoner or abduction.. 

ocassionally the balls or bulge would receive a punch some might be hard others just to keep the moment open.


Nipples can be grabbed and twisted and pulled 


Certain memories of my childhood was tgat the woods hidden i would tie one ankle to the base of a tree id rope my waist around the tree the two long lengths of rooe would run up between my legs framing my bulge running the rope under the waist part of the rope.. making my cock and balls trapped in my jeans bulge out.. my right ankle would if been rope by another rope which i already set up to run over.  Branch to the right of me id then pull on thst rope and stretch the legs aoart… i would fantasise about being found this way maybe by two guys where in this fantasy they would stretch me tighter and secure that leg high up and bind my wrists also.. with my bulge on offer they would surely look at it and give a squeeze, punch for hours.. im sure at some point theys release the left ankle and stretch that one also far apart forcing me into the splits… at some point they may of semi released me before binding me up into the r back if a a van and taking me some where more private truly kidnapping me.


Well i wasnt a normal child 😂


I desire to meet someone that could make every fantasy possible so what fantasies do i have?


Hard slaps - rope bondage - punched in the bulge/balls - electro - metal sounds in my cock ( though never tried )

Bandage on my balls giving my balls a permanent squeeze where as the slightest touch or squeeze intensifies 

Vac pumps - candle wax - butt plugs - dildos - straitjackets

Hoods - gags - blindfolds - ball beatings - prolonged milking - repetitive milking -  spread eagled  stretched out 


Of course i'm fascinated with stretching my legs one day total splits making bondage more interesting 


To be with that person with a NO WAY OUT  and NO SAFE WORD trust session/s like a true total control PRISONER that kind of trust and control to be at some ones MERCY im not heavy into everything  but want to feel trapped controlled 😂👅👅👅👅


There was this fantasy about a collar or collars one collar could be to a moment when lets say a padded posture collar this collar make the subject not be able to move certain cannot look down these are hot collars for feeling trapped so such a feeling would be when 30 hard hits in the balls with a semi padded paddle was coming 👅👅👅


Another such fantasy is roped out spread eagled the ropes stretch my bould out far away and apart the legs especially are roped apart to pulleys where the bondage is assisted by weights where tge weights constantly  are pulling my legs apart theres no escape the pull and more weights added every now and again the only limit to this pulling is my legs dont stretch that far yet to tge somits si they in a constant state of stretch


This list may go on forever will try write as much as possible just so you can get inside my head…apparently can send a link to this page i am writing


Being unable to close my legs for a beating 


Would like to know what you like desire 😂



I dont know why ive always had vanilla relationships considering into such


I live in rotha near leipzig theres two rotha here annoying lol  im near bohlen i came here with whos now my ex yet he lives in london ocassionally he comes but not for more than a year now… my friend andy will come soon hopefully not too long away as woukd love to meet you see where we go etc  you may not even like me we shall see! Im not s time waster but may come across that way


Sometimes im over sexual it feels and other times not most oc the time i am.. beer probably makes it worse

And L- arginin 😂


Anywho will write more later ( 29 jan 2022 19:37)


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21/09/2021

Horny fukka needs a horny fukka

Its hard to find that someone who just flicks all the right buttons, but they are out there....


29/12/2019

Ball beating device


In every dungeon such a device should be available Something so simple in design with very effective result a simple motor, the control vial a dial I suppose turning the dial makes the spin faster and simple paddle that's flexible thwacking those trapped NUTS it levels of pain and pleasure.. certainly a CUM maker in my crutch Im such a slut that way :P

14/10/2019

Captive Desire

Giving up control freely, although I desire he just takes my control away.. He comes at night sneaking into my room I don't hear him with my deafening headphones on the track playing is a mash up binaural beats of the You tube 'theta realms' kind the mash up part was the added erotic dungeon sounds that trigger a response in my dick and balls, especially as I added the E-stim rings at the base and closest point of my corona, id wrapped my dick and electrode in bandage and used rope tied around my cock and balls like a tight cock ring, the rope circling and spiralling up my dick with tightness my hard dick is force harder swelling and crushing its self agains the electro rings, the rope reaches the point of the cack head ring forcing it tightly closer to my corona, the stimulation delivered was at a high point but enough i could take it only the sensation was at the point of feeling if i had it on too long it made me cum eventually, it was just weak enough for prolonged torment, a estim equivalent of edging, only there was no pauses or stopping, I had already restrained my ankle apart the thigh cuffs was spread but i wished id of tighten them before i had lock my wrists to the time release locks, there was no escape at least for an hour or at most three hours.
Trapped edged by technology I could only use my mind to stop my self from ejaculating..
the blindfold i was wearing was padded and comfortably tight in place there was no way that was coming off anytime soon i sunk into darkness my dick raging and being stimulated, the sounds in my ears trapped me in an altered state the dungeon sounds added to the torment as my cock and balls responded often to certain sounds.
after about an hour i had near cum a few times but managed to keep that at bay, only the sensation around my dick seemed to be increasing that I almost did cum as I knew I wouldn't be able to turn off the device if I had cum!
I started to imagine someone was in the room and this just made me even more horny, it was then i felt my thighs spread tighter apart, they spread as far as the could be, the made my lower body immobile, and then i felt a hand around my balls, it was a gentle grip at first fingers and palm caged my bollocks and slowly tightened, the tension didn't weaken or slow down or pause it was a continuous slow pressure that just grew tighter and tighter until the pain sunk in, and more pain as my balls felt like they were being crushed to nothing, and then it stopped, a slight paused moment before a punch was delivered, i tried to thrash about only my legs refused to move and close.
I tried to move my upper body with little success but he soon put a stop to that as he jump on top of me pinning my arms down with his thighs, giving me a few slaps across the face.. he un restrained my wrist and re-secured them far apart roping the elbows making the bondage more immobile.
He turned up the E-stim slightly and then again until i was moaning out loud, the open mouth was quickly filled with a huge ball gag.
he switched the device from pulse to continuous, the sudden change felt like a force orgasm, only no ejaculation was coming, not when he pushed a urethral plug into my piss hole, and bandaged it in place, he then turned up the device much higher this time I thrashed what little i could which was much at all, i wanted to fuck the plug in my urethra , plug it deeper into my dick, it hurt a little,
it was ribbed and deep, and at the entrance of my dick it was thicker, a proper tight fit and trapped in place.
He seemed to do something with this plug as it started to buzz and vibrate through my dick, i could feel it deep in my dick i could feel a response in my ass.. which was only amplified with he lubed up my ass and inserted a prostate massager as soon as it hit the spot deep in my ass i knew i would orgasm soon, but with my dick plugged the trapped spunk would make my balls ache if i did try to cum!

Turning everything up one by one my ass, my dick plug, my dick in electro my balls were aching for release, i couldn't help my self but i orgasmed and thought I came only the pain in my balls felt like a base ball bat striking them, he continued to turn up the devices increasing the pain threshold as far as he desire, until i was orgasming almost continuous i thought id pass out, only he was sadistic and continued on and on and on, my balls hurt more and more I could of sworn a vice was crushing them flat.

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